"Lakebay-
I know there is a lot of feeling and memories attached to this ring, but I don't feel that it is my place to have it any longer. I can't just get rid of it; the sentimental value is far too great. I don't want anyone else to hold on to it for not, because most of them wouldn't understand. You or I should be the one to have it, and I really feel that person is you. It makes the most sense to me, and it will be immensely helpful in understanding where I stand.
I want you to know that I am sorry about all that I have done to you and put you through. I truly am. But I do not regret any of it. There was a reason I broke up with you, even if we will never know what it is. There is a reason you needed to stop talking to me, and a reason I needed to stop talking to you. There is a reason for all of this. And as much as we may be struggling in one way or another, this is helping to shape who we are as people. God is perfecting us, and using each other to benefit us. We might not ever really understand His reasoning for any of this. But we can understand how it is affecting and benefiting us. I, for one, feel that He is using this to make me a stronger person. I have learned a lot about myself because of all of this and for that, I am extremely grateful. You will forever remain an important part of my life, and I hope that we will be able to one day be close friends again.
You deserve the ring and sending it to you to have is an important step in my growth and in strengthening myself. Please understand that this is not meant to hurt you in any way, shape, or form.
Keep growing and reaching and learning. It will all make sense someday.
I love you."
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