Here Goes Nothing...

alright. we all know that i'm not much of a writer, but lately i just feel like i need somewhere to lay down my thoughts. i need to keep my mind straight, and keep myself sane by not keeping this stuff in! for some of you, this is just a place you'll be able to keep up with me, and make my life easier by not having to repeat everything a million times! so thanks for reading.

now onto the first topic...

today was a really good day for me, and i'm not really sure why that is. it took me absolutely forever to get out of bed this morning, but once i had showered and finally woken up, i was on a roll... i got breakfast (plan bagel with regular cream cheese and a banana, thanks for asking), had time to relax while eating it, and got to my first day of work 10 minutes early! i met some pretty cool people there; i think this job is going to be awesome! after that, i had lunch with my girl joci and lazed around some more. i went to my astronomy class, and i got to talking with astro-boy and we're finally facebook friends! (i know that's really lame, but oh well! it's fun...) i think he and i could get to be pretty good friends over this semester... hm, we shall see. i get to see him again on thursday! =]

oh. speaking of which, i just need to ask this of the dating gods... why in the hell do i seem to attract all the boys that are in/will very soon be in relationships? hm?? please fucking tell me what i did to piss you off that much! i promise i'll fix it... and then maybe you can send a single one my way (that doesn't just want some serious ass. as in the case of mr. popcorn). ugh, please?

anyway... the rest of my day has been pretty swell. after class and some good talking with astro-boy, i worked out with joci. that was some intense shit, and i will most certainly be feeling it in the morning. then (after showering, of course!) we got together with linds and e and mr. popcorn for some pizza x (which i did not partake in, because i didn't want to ruin my workout. ha). linds and i went back to her dorm for the season premier of ncis (hell yeah, bitches!), and here we are.

to top off my amazing day, i've been talking to my ex, let's call him lakebay. long story short (though i will post the longer version eventually), i broke up with him about a year ago, and a little over a month ago i decided that we shouldn't talk/be friends for a while, so that he could grow with his new girl. it was a tough decision for me, but one that needed to be made. a couple days ago, i decided i was ready to talk to him again. we tried to text, but didn't really get anywhere, so i let him know why i was contacting him. he responded to that, and we've been texting on and off all day. it's really awesome. i can't lie, i still really miss him. but now, i'm mostly missing the friendship that we had after the relationship ended (because it was awesome). we're going to try to rebuild our friendship, though we're both aware that we may not be able to reach the level we were at before. i'm not really sure i like that, but it's the way it's gotta be...

well, now. i've written a novel for y;all to read. if you actually got through this whole thing. props to you! and thanks for reading.